Oh.. Kai, I’m so sorry about what your mom did. And I know the feeling of not finding the words to defend yourself even though you know them well. When confronted, I get so angry and start crying even though I know I could shut them down easily. I hope she realizes how much she hurt you and apologizes and keeps an open mind. Take care of yourself :)

she’s been trying to be nice as of recently… i think she recognizes that she hurt me but she’s stubborn as fuck & probably won’t change her mind on anything until i’m living on my own