Im just a fuck up and cant be part of this, of feeling acepted or valid. It wanst on me to decide, to realize. It is like if they pressed a button and decided for me “you will be like them, but the true is that you are just an impostor”. Sorry i know i have no reasons to tell you this. I just.. i dont know 2/2
dude just bc your sexuality was influenced by trauma doesn’t mean youre not valid. if a skydiver had a near-death incident that caused him to be afraid of heights, that fear isn’t invalid. i know thats a bad metaphor but it’s the best i could do.
you’ll find someone my dude. it might not be romantic, but you’ll have someone. there are tons of people online you can befriend that will love and cherish you.
you’ll be okay.