Hiya, is it alright if I dump a really long as…

Hiya, is it alright if I dump a really long ask in here? I'm not sure whether what I'm feeling qualifies as a squish or not…

From the AVEN Wiki: 

A squish is a strong desire for some kind of platonic (nonsexual, nonromantic) connection to another person. The concept of a squish is similar in nature to the idea of a “friend crush”. A squish can be towards anyone of any gender and a person may also have many squishes, all of which may be active.”